Off to a pathetic start

Well, I have to admit that "April as ne waza month" is off to a rather pathetic start. On both Monday and Wednesday, we only had three or four people, and once again, we ended up spending a bunch of time on throwing (all of time on Monday), and little on grappling.

Sigh. I think the combination of small numbers and the fact that everyone there were all long time buddies (as opposed to new blood we don't know very well) naturally lent itself to a casual atmosphere. That kind of lame excuse, combined with my own inherent like/hate relationship with grappling are not going to get me very far.

I'm never going to get better at this stuff...